Saturday, July 9, 2022

rants from a lonely person

Why do I think of you so often lately? 

She won't talk to me again,
It's been like 2 weeks this time. 

I am starting to feel like
I made some kind of mistake. 
But I dont know what to do,
and no one else can fill the void.

I don't even know you,
and I think that I miss you.

I am beside myself with the entire situation. 

What have I done?
What do I do now?
What is my plan?

Why is it that so often,
I find myself thinking of you
after asking these questions?

You wont even talk to me.

Friday, July 1, 2022

stuck here

I'm starting on my own, 
anew. 

Which makes it all the more odd,
that I am feeling stuck


here.

Blowing Florets

Here I am, Making wishes again. Wishin' he would do better. Wishin' he would step up. Wishin' I could leave Wishin' I could ...