ruin it..

What if God hates me?

What if I'm unforgivable?

What if the things that I do

lead back to you and just...

ruin it..

What if I'm failing and falling

at the same time?

What do I do when I can't do anything?

How do you support someone 

who wrecked things for you?
How do you follow through?

What's the point of a promise

if all has been compromised?

What do you even do?

How do I know I haven't made it worse?

What now? What next?

Do I just keep acting blind?

Do I just keep believing

everything will work out?

What is support supposed to look like

when everything is ruined?

I'm a doer, problem-solver, 

action is my name. 

What do I do when I can't do anything?