i cant tell which.

I have been so lost. 

Do I remember the last poem I wrote?

Thanks to technology, I didn't have to.

However, the answer is no. 

I wish I could come up

with something magical,

and all this suffering would dissipate.

My life wouldn't be upside down,

and my heart would be full again. 

I wish so desperately to see her face..

Although, I have no idea what I'd do

if I got the chance. 

I feel like I'm forgetting something, 

and I'm pushing away people around me.

Or they've got me feeling isolated..

i cant tell which.