when the day crashes in.

You don't belong here in my thoughts.

You belong in a beautiful beginning,

where we are building a future.

Instead I feel like I am reliving 2 years ago,

in the exact same place I was before.

Except this time there is no one to hold me

when I am restless at night.

There is no one to cry with,

or distractedly laugh with

when the day

crashes in.

No.

I want to tell you the wonderful progress

I am making,

but it seems you do not want to hear it.

I see nothing has changed on social media

between us,

but what does it even matter?

You won't talk to me,

and it's driving me mad.

I am filled with sorrow,

I don't know what I did wrong.

I love you,

and I wish you would answer a call.